21.8.04

damn this mixing board I have really sucks....channels go in and out, disappear for seemingly no reason....won't accept signals or the levels are all messed up.....shit like that has a bad effect on trying to create on the moment. Start off with something good and after the mystery mixer hides tracks a few times, decide it's time to go to bed....at least the mind control instigator provides wild n crazy dreams. I think it's definitely time to go back to LA.

I'll keep the red light on and the cameras rolling.....seems alot of people really have no meaningful life. I feel better......

15.8.04

Rootdaddy has magically appeared and the drum kit has been forged. Practice and new songs are rolling, so Rebel Messiah should be causing trouble real soon.....

Had a quiet Birthday mostly I spent with Raven and the folks. Hit Taco Mac for some wings and went to a late night jam for a few hours. About 30 people showed up, so it felt like a party.

After all the costs for the permits, security and port-a-johns was figured in, the initial costs for Rockfest at the location planned was approaching 10,000....that will never happen like that.......

4.8.04

Had a great time at the 20th Osbourne High School Class Reunion. Of course, some people are even worse than me about growing up. Still, it was amazing how many people inside my class had married each other. Hats off to my dogs Norman, Porter, Reddish and a few others who proved they were still cool. To the haters that couldn't even say hello and were bent on causing shit, FUCK YOU!!!