17.2.03

Well, it hasn't been good the past couple of days. I really wanted to work on the Rebel Messiah recordings but my wrist, arm, shoulder and back have been killin' me. I'm getting less than five hours of sleep a night, and even then I have to lie in a contorted position for a few hours to get the bitch to quit hurtin'. So I haven't been in much for a mood, or really physically able, to do much, all because of some stupid redneck bullshit that never should have happened. I wish I had money to go to the doctor, because as time goes this shit gets worse and worse. It used to be a few days here and there, now it is getting to be all the time. All I can can say, even I even hear of any more slander, see the spoiled kids that did this around here, some people will wish they had picked someone else's life to play gung-ho games with. They'll have to bring up charges on it soon, because their time is running out, and hell like you never believed possible is gonna break out. God, what I wouldn't do for some painkillers!!!

16.2.03

Remember this: You only kick a mean ass dog when he's down for so long, before he jumps up and bites your leg off!

5.2.03

Finished 99% of the coding for The Sound....damn thing runs slow as hell via 28K, OK over 56....I gotta get this machine better rpms....Bulldog geetar sometime, I feel it comin. Over the past weekend I was glad to see people still cared, and I wondered why they didn't get a LIFE! Time for the throne......